Seriously, ramai tanya how could I handle my life without thinking of having a boyfriend. I really don't know how to answer it. Because the reason is too subjective. But let me tell you in the proper way. Frankly speaking, at first it was not as easy as I think. Because I've never stopped of having a boyfriend or even a scandal. But now, it's totally different because I have nobody special to send me the sms everyday to ask my current condition. I have nobody to ask for hangout and watching movie together. I have nobody to tell all about my activities to. It was a hard time at first. Because I was not used of being a single lady.
Friday, January 08, 2010
I've no negative perception about men. I don't even want to blame them for doing the bad thing in my previous relationship. Because I think, they're just same like us. A human. But, what I'm trying to tell is that I just don't need them to complete my life for now. I think it's enough. Because they had never do that before. Because, they're just not my type, and it's difficult to find. That's why, what I've try to do right now is just to wait for them to come into my life.
I was thinking on why should I have a boyfriend and I found that it's unnecessary at all. Because I got a simple life right now and it's good enough for me. Why should I get over them even though they're not suit with me? It's wrong of having a boyfriend just for fun, or even just for complete our lives. Because I want it goes seriously. I want a serious relationship. I want the true one, a guy who have all of the traits that I want. And since, it's difficult to find that type of guy, so why should I think that I need them?
I just don't need them right now. And I mean, just for now. Because I've failed to find someone who really deserve to be adored to and I'm always wishing that I'm going to get one, someday. That's the way how I handle my life without thinking of men. Because, he's not around. A guy that I need.
thoughts shared by Rabiatul Adawiyah Sulaiman on 11:34 PM