Seriously, ramai tanya how could I handle my life without thinking of having a boyfriend. I really don't know how to answer it. Because the reason is too subjective. But let me tell you in the proper way. Frankly speaking, at first it was not as easy as I think. Because I've never stopped of having a boyfriend or even a scandal. But now, it's totally different because I have nobody special to send me the sms everyday to ask my current condition. I have nobody to ask for hangout and watching movie together. I have nobody to tell all about my activities to. It was a hard time at first. Because I was not used of being a single lady.
I've no negative perception about men. I don't even want to blame them for doing the bad thing in my previous relationship. Because I think, they're just same like us. A human. But, what I'm trying to tell is that I just don't need them to complete my life for now. I think it's enough. Because they had never do that before. Because, they're just not my type, and it's difficult to find. That's why, what I've try to do right now is just to wait for them to come into my life.
I was thinking on why should I have a boyfriend and I found that it's unnecessary at all. Because I got a simple life right now and it's good enough for me. Why should I get over them even though they're not suit with me? It's wrong of having a boyfriend just for fun, or even just for complete our lives. Because I want it goes seriously. I want a serious relationship. I want the true one, a guy who have all of the traits that I want. And since, it's difficult to find that type of guy, so why should I think that I need them?
I just don't need them right now. And I mean, just for now. Because I've failed to find someone who really deserve to be adored to and I'm always wishing that I'm going to get one, someday. That's the way how I handle my life without thinking of men. Because, he's not around. A guy that I need.
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kan best if i pun boleh rasa macam tu. not needing someone. sedih bila kita nak something but tak dapat. huhu.
NN, I know you can do it. Don't ever think that you can't. :)
huu.. tetiba i rasa nak nyanyi ini.. haven't met u yet by michael buble..
I might have to wait. I'll never give up. I guess it's half timing, And the other half's luck. Wherever you are. Whenever it's right. You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
being single itu ok saja ohh :)
milla, hahaha. I rasa lagu tu sgt sesuai. :) Thanks thanks.
Yeah, single is okay. Very okay.
bercinta bukan sebab waktu semasa kan haha
Naz, yeah. Of course. Bercinta bila kita dah jumpa orang yang sesuai dgn kita. :)
er.. x thu nk komen ape? smua bahasa english la... eh! bkn x reti tapi belum mahir b.i ni.. ape2 pun nice entry... hehe
tak smpai masa lg, tak perlu bf. single juga seronok. perlu ke semua org couple di zaman umur 19 ini? bukan wajib punn. hehe
ta tahan btol la komen dyla tu.. dyla2~ xprlu bf umo 19 ea!? i.a pass kt ak la ea! haha. ta pun kc rda ni.. kuang3.
Nick irfan, haha. It's okay then. I pun bukan reti sangat English ni. Saja try. :)
Dylakamil, yeah. Single seronok so far. :)
Dayah, hahaha. Aku taknak lah IA tu. Haha.
yaw, single seronokkk :D i miss my single time so much, btw. Hahaha
Que, ceh. Kalau bf kau baca ni habis lah. Haha.
better luck in love rda hottt
setuju setuju, jeles tgk mmbe2 ada pakwe, tp buat masa ni aku rasa aku x perlu kn any guy in my life. kwn2 sudah cukup :)
Dyana, Aminnnn. :)
Feeqa, satu hari nanti mungkin kita akan rasa keperluan tu. :)
aku , kadang2 nk kadang2 xnk , so baik x payah ada lagi :) hee
eh weh perlu weh , blanja wayang , makan , shopping , top up , haha :p
siapa guy tu?? :)
FS, hahaha. Siak lah. Kalau dapat yang kaya okay lah. Kalau dapat yang papa kedana, kang aku yang kena huluq duit. Hahaha.
Cikepal, nobody so far. :)
yes. me too! *kita bole sep sama2*
I don't need them for now ;)
pliss..plis...pliss
kamu jgn nakal~
single itu seni.
Syuhada, yeah! Ada geng! Haha.
Asked, motif gila tulis lagu tu. Hahaha.
u r one matured girl, Rda. I love the way u lead ur life. my advice: go for a serious relationship, or just stay single ok. we don't need BF just to have FUN, we need them to complete us in the future :)
Ween, thanks for that compliment. Hehehe. Thanks so so much, I just love you. Haha.
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