gol & gincu.

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GOL

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GINCU

my life will be like diz?huhu~ i dunno.the thing is,if i accept him,i can imagine wut will be next.haha.i dun want kalo tibe2 dye ckp,

"i dun want a cheerleader,i want a stiker."

oh no, i dun want dat thing happen.hey dude,i dun want u to change me to be somebody else.i want to be myself.i like to be a girl.an original one.love lipgloss,eyeshadow,blusher (someday),n handbag!but then, bkn nye i anti wth da sport.i love volleyball la weyh.i'll support u la.i know la u suke sgt main futsal.i know u're a football player tym skol dulu.but pls understnd.i just wanna be myself.me.i love highheels.dat's all.dun force me ever.

hey rda,dun think diz thng la.dye x penah ckp pape pown.u juz waste ur tyme la by typing diz.hehe.no,i juz want to ready myself.kalau la it really happen.so i can face it!=) btol kan?hehe.tq 4 reading!

i bring myself into trouble

salam reader..
i dunno how to stat diz.but da point is,i regret myself by doing da stupid thing in my life.i bring myself into trouble.ya allah,help me pls.diz is too late for me.dear frens,pls help me to forget him.pls, dun ever think dat i neva try to 4get him.i've try it.so,do forgive me.dear u,i'm really sory 4 doing diz stupid thing.i'll neva do it again.anybody dat concern to me,pls hear 4 me.i hope for it frens.tq.

KAMI best juge~

yup.i watched diz.5 okt.gsc,mid valley.wth ya n sum1.huh,diz best!swear.i love abu n lynn so much.i love lynn.but afi ngn ya salu kate,

"ko x seswai jd lynn.ko seswai jd sofie."

"pergh..nape plak?"

"sbb ko en gediks"

sbb tuh aku gune name sofie kat ms.afi suroh.haha..i juz laughing.but i'm really2 tekilan ngn the ending of diz story.i feel like,huh.xkan cmni kot?abu mati?weyh,dye penyeri of da story la.nape awal sgt dye mati?xnk continue da story ke?i dunno la.pape pown,i satisfied wth da story.but ijuz think sumthing,ok x kalo sebena nye abu x mati?ok kan?haha.juz a dreaming~ ok lah,i juz feel dat i x membazir duet beli ticket movie neyh!hehe..love diz.

ayat-ayat cinta

hye reader.thanx 4 reading.huh,i love diz story!seriously.erm,at first tyme membe2 bace novel neyh,i wanna try to read it too.tp x beli pown,juz borrow it from some1(4got lah!)then,bile stat bace i feel bored.x best.i dunno why.membe2 sumer kate best.so,bile di kaji,i got da conclusion.maybe cite ni xbest sbb da main character is a man.so,i can't follow it.year to year.keluar plak movie neyh.oh no!wut i feel dat tyme?i'll not watch diz movie 4eva!so bored.then,bile citer neyh kuar kat tv,rase cm best plak.huhu.kenape ek?on dat day,aku xtgk pown citer neyh kat tv.tp i stat to like da soundtrack;ayat ayat cinta by rossa.i start to like it.and i feel it.then,rase cm nk sgt2 tgk diz movie.so,i pown download la diz movie from internet.huh,tyme tuh mmg x sabar sgt2 nk tgk.then bile da downloading finish,i watch it!

BRILLIANT!

dunno wut to say.tp mmg best sgt2.n now,i feel regret to not watch da movie at cinema.i love all da character.but da most i like is,AISHA.da story teach me sumthing;

"antara cinta & keinginan utk memiliki tidak sama"

it make me realize something,but i dunno wut.i'm searching of dat thing.in process.i wanna conclude diz,as a best film of da year.thanx to da soundtrack 4 attarct me to watch diz film!

.counting.

S.P.M

aduh..it's just around da corner.i'm counting da days.hampir sgt.memikirkan preparation yg dibuat,mmg cuak sgt9 ni.huh,babe plz pray 4 me.btw,yesterday my friends and i go to career carnival at UKM.thanx babe.now,rase cm tak saba nk further study kat u plak.btw,i plan nk sambung kat UIA,UM or UiTM afta SPM ni.since the couse yg i dapat tu law,science management,psicology or economics i ta kesah.mane2 IPTA pown,i terima.but kalo bley plz,bg i sambung law or economics kat UIA.huhu~ the most important,i ta suke engineering!ta nak apply pown.tp tgh dok pikir pasal mende ni,risau plak.cmne kalo x dapat offer mane2?then,dpt plak matric under kementerian tu?anyway,bkn sombong ngn kementerian tuh,tp tak berapa nak la.i hope sgt dpt diploma or matrix university tros.then,bley sambong kat oversea tros.scholarship pown byk.ngeh3~ berangan jap!:)) erm,tetibe teringat plak pesan my mum n cikgu pazilah semalam.sekarang jgn pk dulu u nk further study in what course or kat mane.yg penting u concerntrate ur spm ni.how to get a's in all subject.oh,btol jugak kan?so,i think i suppose to study smpai lebam!haha~erm,diz ma target 4 diz SPM exam.

bahasa melayu,A1

bahasa inggeris,A1

bahasa arab tinggi,A1

sejarah,A1

mathematics,A1

quran sunnah,A1

syariah,A1

english science technology,A1

prinsip akaun,A1

additional mathematics,A2

chemistry,A2

biology,B3

physics,B3

then,my target afta SPM;

law,UIA

law,UM

law,UiTM

law,UDM

economics,UIA

economics,UM

psicology,UIA

i just terpikir,science subject i ta bagos pown,so better i amek law.lagipown, i ader kelebihan in speak infront of people.so,wat pe bazirkan bakat yg ader kan?ngeh3~last but not least,plz pray 4 my success!ameen~

bosan

hye reader.
i'm home now.mestila kat umah,kalo x cmne nk update diz blog kan.btw,esok kene gerak gy skol balik.ngn parents.ader tandatgn report card 4 trial exam baru2 ni.erm..result?ntah la.sgt terok.6A2B1C2E2G.aduh..boleh ke dpt 10A 4 spm ni?i hope so.really2 hope.please Allah.nampak bosan ke blog ni?tah la,lately ni lain mcm sgt.i've no idea.terasa kosong.sunyi.sepi.nak menangis,air mata tak kelua2.nk jerit,suara mcm tesekat je.ape nk jadi ni?penat tanye diri sendiri.betul ke,kadang2 apa yang kita rasa betul tu,adalh sesuatu yg salah?betul?abes tu,xkan salah aku?aku sgt sensetif lately ni.emosional sgt2.kdg2 terasa cm bodo je.watpe nk menangis sbb org?sedangkan org tu tak penah nk pikir pasal kita?buang masa.watpe nk pikir pasal org?kalo dye tak penah igt kita?unfair.taw x,aku salu terasa susah nk carik kawan yg benar2 boleh jd kawan kita.kadang2 kita menangis,dye boleh gelak ketawa.kadang2 dye tak paham yang kite kecik hati.susah.susah sgt ke memahami?susah sgt ke menyayangi?questions without anwers.tanyelah diri.

. k o s o n g .

. k o s o n g .

terasa kosong,sepi.

jiwa bagai bermimpi.

namun ini realiti.

seakan datang dan pergi.

seksanya hati,diri.

saat saat ini.

pergi.

hati menangisi.

kosong.

jiwa kosong.

sepi.

hidup sepi.

bibir tersenyum.

hati.

tak siapa pun yang tahu.

tabahkan hatiku.senyumkan bibirku.hentikan tangisku.