Hati batu, keras kepala

Like seriously, I baru sedar semua ni. Sejak masuk tahun 2010 ni I rasa I memang seorang yang hati batu, keras kepala, ego nak mampus compare dengan dulu. Sekarang memang sangat susah untuk dengar I respon bila kawan-kawan luah perasaan. Susah nak tengok I interested bila kawan-kawan bercerita hal masing-masing. Paling tidak pun sepatah dua je yang keluar dari mulut I like "Oh, yeke." Atau pun I hanya angguk-angguk or geleng-geleng. Gelak pun macam dah tak ikhlas setiap kali kawan-kawan buat lawak bodoh, yang dulunya I pun join sekaki buat lawak.

I baru sedar yang I keras kepala, susah nak mengalah bila ada argument on opinion dengan kawan-kawan. Susah nak mengaku kesalahan sendiri even it's clearly my faults. Dan yang paling annoying bila sekarang ni sesuka hati je nak sound kawan-kawan directly, macam orang lain takde hati dan perasaan. Sekarang memang sangat susah I nak puji kawan-kawan even dalam hati I sangat bangga dengan diorang. Sekarang susah nak cakap yang I sangat sayang semua kawan-kawan even hati I menjerit nak bagi tahu satu dunia. Yea, I love all of you so much.

And I really don't know what is happening to my self. Kenapa I jadi kejam macam ni? Seriously, I tak tahu. Kawan-kawan I'm really sorry for every mistakes that I had done to you guys. Help me to change my self back please. I really need all of you.

p/s; Tinggal Law paper sahaja untuk test. :)
p/ss; Eh, dah bulan March lahhh. :)

Lonely

Sekarang sedang kesunyian di bilik. Actually, I'm waiting for my roommate back from CS because she bought KFC for me and like seriously, I'm freaking hungry. Come on Ama, please back quickly. Anaz just called me, asked me to have dinner with Aqim and him but I told him that I'm waiting for my snack plate. Yummy yummy.

Ohh, tak lah over sampai macam ni. Ni sekadar gambar hiasan. Ikhsan pakcik Google.

And at the same time, I'm waiting for any calls from cik FS to inform me whether she want to come back or not. FS, please come back. I need you to accompany me in my room. Two of my roommates are in their hometown. Tinggal lah Ama and I. Ama pulak keluar mencari makanan. Haha. So FS, jom balik UiTM. Boleh puasa sama-sama mulai esok. Kata nak kurus. *Gunakan puasa untuk kurus, jahat.

FS, aku baru perasan yang last kita ambil gambar sama-sama kat UiTM adalah tahun lepas. Before I went to VC Cup lagi. T___T Betapa lama kita tak lepak bersama kan kan?

Terima kasih kepada abang-abang hensem di bawah yang sudi temankan I sepanjang hari ni dengan lagu-lagu anda yang sangatlah LAYAN.

Abang Bob Marley ni hensem jugak dua kali tengok. I like 'Get up, stand up' the most.

And thanks too to abang-abang Beatles dengan lagu-lagu yang sangat mantap. Abang sangat hensem dah stylish. I love you all.

p/s; Tengok title pun dah tahu kenapa I bertindak macam ni. Inilah kesan dari kesunyian. T__T
p/ss; Yeay! My parents will pick me up on 15th March. Thanks Mak and Abah. :)

Study-Examination-Home

Hello people. The struggle has begin. And guess what, I'm not going to back home for this study week because I need to replace all of my tests within this study week. Plus, I'm not going to study when I'm home. So people, I'm quite busy for these two weeks because I need to finish my reading on Law, Psychology and Library subjects. Well, this the timetable for these two weeks.

1 March 2010 - Library Test at 11 am.
2 March 2010 - Forum for Anam's group and I'll be the moderator.
Within 3 March till 6 March 2010 - Law Test *I'm not sure the date*
8 March 2010 - Final examination *Library's paper 9 am till 11 am
10 March 2010 - Psychology's paper 9 am till 11 am
12 March 2010 - Law II's paper 9 am till 11 am
14 March 2010 - Bel260's paper 9 am till 12 pm
15 March 2010 - Will back home, perhaps.

The rest of the dates above, perhaps I'm going to recover all the chapters for all the subjects. And like seriously, I can't wait to back home on 15 March because I really miss my family. Plus, I want to see all of my friends. Perhaps, I got the Debate training for my semester break. Rda likes this. :)

So people, please pray for me okay. I love you more than everything. Believe me, people.

p/s; Can't wait for Kek Lapis from Sarawak. *Thanks Remy*
p/ss; Will fight for MUET once I finished my examination.

Relationship status

Hye peeps. I just changed my relationship status in Facebook from single to engaged to Natalia Harris Thang. I think it's becoming the typical thing to everyone because most of people do the same thing. I mean, their relationship status changed to in a relationship, engaged, or married to their own friends. For me, my self I think it's cool because I do love my friend and if I can, I want to show to people that I'm in relationship with all of my friends. Being single is not bad at all because still, I have you (friends) besides me. And I think it's not a big problem if the relationship status is "single" because it's actually showing that we're not easy to get into the relationship. As for me, the relationship is a precious thing and we have to take it seriously. So people, do appreciate all the people around you because you're actually in a relationship with all that people. People, I love you because you're everything. Don't go far away from me.

*And as for my new fiance, Natalia thanks baby. I love you the most.

*Kakak, jangan jeles okay?

I want to cry!

Everybody is sleeping right now. Zigha and Leya plan to wake up at 5 am, and I'm not going to do so. I hate wake up in the early morning. So, I have to stay up until now because I want to finish my reading since I got 3 tests for tomorrow. And surely, I feel like crying right now. And I'm scared if I don't have enough time to finish all of this. To persuade my self, I take a look at the picture of the farewell party yesterday. Yeah, I look gorgeous. People, please pray for my tests tomorrow!

With the classmates for this second semester. Brilliant.

I've never know how to play guitar. I just pose with it.

p/s; Critical Thinking test, Speaking test and Psychology test for tomorrow. They're killing me.
p/ss; The final exam would be started on 8th of March and will be ended on 14th of March. Yeeehaaa.