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Monday, February 22, 2010

Special dedication to all debaters

Biar manusia mengata, memandang pelik pada kita. Kita berjuang, memang sentiasa dihalang. Selagi masih ada roh dan jasad yang berpadu, semangat kita pasti kuat. Bukan kemenangan yang kita pinta dan agung-agungkan. Tapi nilai yang sukar untuk kita cari andai kita bukan bersama keluarga ini. Kekuatan yang kita perolehi, hasil semangat bersama. Kita bermula sebagai pasukan, kita ubah jadi satu keluarga, dan selamanya kita masih satu keluarga. Yang seringkali akan jatuh bersama, dan bangun kembali sambil genggaman erat tangan.

Kalian adalah antara insan terindah yang pernah aku ketemu. Setiap detik kenangan, ingin sekali aku ulang bagi mengisi kekosongan kehidupan. Setiap pelajaran yang kalian bekalkan, terlalu mahu untuk aku kekalkan dalam ingatan dan untuk dijadikan pengajaran. Setiap nilai kasih dan sayang yang kalian curahkan, selalu aku simpan. Buat bekalan, kekuatan dalam kehidupan. Kalian indah, keluarga yang kalian cipta sangat indah. Andai aku bijak dalam penulisan, takkan cukup untuk aku ucapkan rasa syukur dengan tulisanku. Andai aku bagus dalam percakapa, tetap tidak dapat membantu aku meluahkan bahasa lughahku, rasa cintaku pada kalian.

Harapan aku menggunung tinggi. Aku inginkan rasa kasih dan sayang ini kekal dalam hati. Aku, kalian dan kita semua. Kerana, kalian yang telah mengisi ruang-ruang kosong dalam hati aku, yang selama ini aku biarkan sepi tanpa apa pun. Aku akan seringkali berdoa, agar ikatan yang kita bina akan bermula dan berakhir seperti sedia kala. Aku akan meminta berkali-kali tanpa rasa jemu dan malu kepada Tuhanku, agar kita jauh dari segala keburukan yang bisa merosakkan keindahan perhubungan ini. Duhai Tuhanku, Kau tabahkanlah hatiku demi manusia-manusia yang kucintai ini. Semaikan semangat yang berterusan untuk diri ini. Agar suatu hari nanti, kejayaan datang menghampiri kami disamping nilai dan kualiti.

I'm gonna miss you guys.

Frankly speaking, it's not easy to leave your lovely person after you have the good moments together. This is my first time to feel very sad like this after a long time ago. I want it goes quickly because I'm not confident at all to go through all of this. Thanks people, for the great moments that you have spent with me. I want that sweet memories everyday, but I know it's impossible. People, you have to know this. I love you guys so much from the start we know each other until now, the moment I type this entry and I will always love you guys. You guys have taught me a lot in debate. You guys even know me and understand me a lot. Thanks for being beside me, every time I cry. Thanks for being behind me, every time I feel down. You guys are everything since the day we knew each other. I'm sorry for all the mistakes that I had done. I'm hoping to see you guys again and I really wish for that. Good luck everyone. Love till the end.


I love this family so much. Thanks guys.

Hahaha.


This was the sweetest memory ever. Sedang melobi abang Mont untuk masuk team next tournament. Haha. Best partner for karaoke. (:

Special thanks to all the seniors. Abang Mont, Abang Zarul, Abang Bonat, Abang Sam, Kak Mas, Kak Zam, Kak Kay, Kak Nensi, Abang Hafizal, Remy and all of you. I love you guys. I'm gonna miss you.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Thank You Allah

Alhamdulillah, sekarang dah selamat sampai UM dan baru je balik makan kat Old Town tadi. I have to thankful to Allah for giving me this opportunity. So, sebenarnya I dapat jadi one of debaters for Debat ASTAR ni. And I sangat-sangat bersyukur dan berterima kasih to all the seniors yang banyak bagi tunjuk ajar sepanjang latihan. Frankly speaking, the training was quite tough compared to the previous training and I rasa semua orang alami benda yang sama. Menangis masa training sebab tension tu dah jadi macam benda yang biasa. But still, benda-benda macam tu yang ajar I untuk jadi lebih kuat after this.

So, harapan untuk ASTAR ni adalah untuk buat yang terbaik. Maybe macam cliche je harapan yang I buat but it is for my first experience for being UiTM's debater. I will try my best for this tournament. Walaupun keadaan macam tak berapa nak sihat, tapi still kena kuatkan semangat untuk jadi yang terbaik untuk nama UiTM. Ceh, macam semangat UiTM gila kan. Well, I'm now in UiTM 1 team and my teammates are Remmy as the first speaker, Kak Mas as the third speaker Hatta as the reserve for the team and I, the second speaker.

It's quite tough for bring the UiTM 1 name because we have to think about the expectation of people towards our team. Plus, Remy and kak Mas are the Royal's debaters and this is affecting me a bit. I have to work harder than everybody because I am not too good. Sebab tu sekarang, semua orang keluar pergi mana entah dan I ada kat bilik kononnya nak buat research regarding the motion of the debate. Tapi dah terbukak blog dan facebook pulak kan and terus main farmville. Macam mana entah nak improve kalau terus macam ni. T____T Okay, I main farmville sambil cari facts.

Oh, tadi baru je mak and abah call bagi tahu yang surat Muet dah sampai kat rumah. And I dapat buat Muet kat sekolah Assunta. Seriously, I macam takut gila because my english is not good enough and I need to get Band 4 if I want to pursue Law for my degree. And I know, I have to work on it as soon as possible. Okay, I want to continue my work. Good bye people.

P/s; I really miss Zigha, Nat, FS and Zaty now.
P/s; Good luck people for the test tomorrow. (:

Monday, February 15, 2010

Sorry, I can't make it.

Just want to say sorry to everybody because I don't have enough time to reply all your messages through my phones or even through my facebook and blog. Because I even don't have enough time to take a look for my phones, I'm too busy with the debate thingy. And perhaps, this condition would be continued till the end of ASTAR. InsyaAllah will update this blog after I finished all the things here.

Well, there are many things to tell about regarding this training. It's quite tough because everybody really make lots of effort. So, I have to work harder that everyone because I'm not good enough in debating. So people, please help me by praying for me. Thank peeps.

p/s; Happy Valentine's Day people! I mean, for all my girlfriends. I love you all so much.

Friday, February 12, 2010

I know what I do

This is my choice. Don't ever talk behind my back because you never know who am I. I never disturb you life, so please back off. You don't know what I do. You never know. Because you're nobody in my life. Just back off. Before I hate you.


mood; *berbunga* (tiru zigha)

p/s; I rasa, I sudah semakin tak pandai untuk bercerita.