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Thursday, April 15, 2010

I need a chance.

I always want to be a person who concerns about other's feeling yet forget about themselves. I always wish that I can take a good care of everyone's hearts. I really wish that I can join every session to strengthen my relationship with others. I always want the super extra time for my day, so that I can go to the all places without any guilty feelings. Because I used to feel guilty everytime I failed to perform my friends' invitations, since I have been too busy. I need to choose either, otherwise I couldn't choose neither.

When people talk about their bestfriends, I couldn't figure out who is mine, and I don't think people will take me as their bestfriend or even a friend. I do not know the real meaning of a real bestfriend. I failed to manage my feeling properly especially when it comes about a friendship, the same goes to a relationship. I'm not a good friend, I'm not good enough. I always hurt my friends' feeling, and I even never think about their feeling. I always show my fool to them, yet I regret my foolish behaviour.

I need to do a little feeling expression so I can tell everyone that I'm a bad person, a bad friend. Because I couldn't remember when was the last time I do something worth to show my truly love to them. I was ashamed of my huge mistake. I need a second chance to do well in a relationship. I need the second chance to get their trust on me, and I wouldn't let the opportunity to go easily. Please give me the chance, at least I'm giving a try to make a change.

14 Yorum var:

nn said...

haish. ure not a bad person ok? take care and i hope you'll get what u wish for. cheer up! :)

s.c.h.u.l.t said...

o-m-g, i got that rda!

in fact,i don't know who should i label as my bestie. maybe the word doesn't suit anywhere but what's the most important thing is..we're trying our best to be there for them..

we're not perfect. heck, i don't even want to be perfect.

let's try our best to be the best that we can :)

rda said...

nn, thanks so much for the support, we're never see each other but you just like my real friend. (:

rda said...

Syud, yeah. At least we're trying to go there. Thanks babe.

DOLCEshasha said...

yup . you have that chance babe . you just need to trust yourself and your so-called-bestfwens too yet you wont regret -____-

beruang said...

lpak sude..
kta xleh nk puaskn ati suma org..
haha

rda said...

Shasha, I wish. Thanks so much babe. :)

rda said...

Bear, I know it. Sebab tu kita kena berubah sikit-sikit.

FS said...

hope u'll get the chance , good luck

AFIQah said...

everybody deserve second chance! :) ganbatte!

dylakamil said...

i m y rda :)

rda said...

FS, I wish. Thanks babe. :)

rda said...

Feeqa, haha. I wish. Again.

rda said...

Dyla Kamil, I M Y Too. :)