Being a teacher.

I was thinking of just being a typical teacher on my first day at school. It means that I just want to go to school in early morning, and come back to home at the evening typically. But my thought was totally wrong. Being a teacher is not an easy thing, yet I'm very thankful for getting the job at this age. I mean, it's too early for me to be a teacher, to teach the kids. I just realized that I'm not only teaching the kids but I'm also being taught so many things.

I learn how to manage my time wisely as I have to intend the lesson for the pupils everytime before I enter the class. I also learn how to control my anger as I have to be as patient as I can, and to prevent my sober mood sometimes. I learn how to be mild. I learn how to swallow the weakness of mine, as I was a lazy person. I was lazy to wake up in the early morning, I was lazy to read any kind of books, yet now I can throw away the laziness. I can learn how to be greatful with every seconds in my day, as I'm too busy right now. I even can think all the memories when I was a kid, a little girl, a primary girl student, when my teachers were trying too hard to make me understand the lesson. When they were trying to sooth us everytime we cry. In fact, I can understand what they were feel, and I can even feel it.

Being a teacher is an awful job, indeed. I'm thankful of being one of them even just for awhile. And now, I'm barely understand why people don't want to be a teacher. For those who will become a future teacher, go run for it. It's wonderful. Frankly typing.