Only Hope

I know it's sounds weird when I'm trying hardly to hide something from you, or even when I'm trying to persuade my self not to cry again. Because everybody knows how strong I am. And it's been a long time, I haven't cry for people. It's been long time ago, I cried for you. But not for now, I am wasting my tears just for you and I won't ever do it again. Because I do love my self more than I love you. I don't need you to tell my problems to. I don't need you to cry with. Because I already found my only hope in my life. Forever. Thanks Allah for giving me a strong heart.

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

and pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny

I'm giving You all of me

I want Your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I do love the song, because it gives me the spirit of being the old me. The strong one. I can smile now, or even laugh. Thanks Ama (roommate) for giving this song.