It come again in my mind. I was trying to avoid all those feeling but I can't do it alone. I really need somebody to tell to. I hate this situation because I really can't stand for it. I am not strong enough for all of this. I want to live happily like before. Please miracle, come to my life. To bring me to the right place that I want. To be with me, no matter what happen in my life. Because, really I can't stand.